Screw you fucktard!
Scram, scram as far as your bastardly little legs can carry you!
Scram away from my world.
Because I, and the people living in my world, don't welcome you.
You are just a pathetic little bastard who deserves no sympathy.
You did me wrong, not the other way round.
Friend?
Wow.
You obviously don't understand the term, "Friend".
A Friend, is someone who treasures you.
Someone who loves you for the way you are, even if you have tiny, or in some cases, major flaws in you.
Someone who doesn't treat you like trash.
And definitely(and obviously), someone NOT like you.

People like you who toy with other people's feelings do NOT deserve friends.
We were friends, I suppose, until things got out of hands somehow.
I blame myself for that, really, and I am so damn disgusted that I loved someone like you.
It's so easy huh?
For you to say "Can't we be friends?" after what you did.
I am utterly disgusted when the word "Friend" comes out from someone like you.

If I were a witch who currently studies in Hogwarts instead of NYP, and Lord Voldemort is after my life and I only have 1 second to live, I would curse (how? I don't know since I don't think they teach their students to curse people that way), with my last breath, that YOU will never find someone who will treat you nicely and will live a miserable and terrible life that no one has ever lived since God created this world.

So please, Bastard, get out of my life and never ever come back again.
For I will kick you to Mars if you ever try to step into my life or anywhere near it again.

*anger DO simmer when you blog about it. (:*

ah~
really should start studying.
have been saying that for weeks.
ended up rewatching Naruto instead of studying.
i am so dead. :X

have been eating a lot lately also.
and usually it's around 11pm or so.
so have been gaining a lot of weight also. :X
aigoo..

未老先衰 syndrome 越来越严重啦~
gets so tired easily these days.
sleeps a lot too.
tsk tsk.
with all the backaches and such..
aigoo..
老了啦~ㅠ ㅠ

i shall try to start studying when i get home later. :X

생일축하합니다 윤호오빠!

Happy Birthday Mr Jung Yun Ho, Husband of my dear friend Amelia!!
xD

May everything work out for you!
FIGHTING!






Always Keep The Faith. :)

안녕~
macro tutorial now.
damn sian. ㅠ ㅠ
and am having a hard time surfing the net as the tutor will 时不时的走过来 and i have to minimize the browser. :X

am missing FT Island now.
hais.
ever since they left, i never fail to think about them everyday.
Hong Ki ah~ your voice and that 3 minutes when you sang Primadonna was etched in my mind.
And Jae Jin, your smile, I really really miss your smile. :(
에프티 아일랜드 보고싶어. :(

Jin ah, I wish time would stop at the time when I'm hugging you. :( *sounds like psycho*
am suffering from serious 相思病. :(

The Card! *okay we very bhb to put our photo too but hey, if not how they know who we are? x)*










The Stilouette of their Hair. :D

OUR TICKETS!!

Our Hands who shook Hongki, JaeJin and JongHoon's hand!




Their stage!


The "fresh" album.


The letter we wrote to FT.
Many thanks to Jiaqi for translating it for us!


The hand which shook JaeJin's!!


Us being PRIMADONNAs~~~
me: wore this shirt and hugged jaejin
ame: wore this shirt and GIVE ME 5 with hong ki
jing: wore this shirt and hugged jaejin
x)

Damn those Red Eye problem.
cant seem to make it away!!!

blur but can see they're still cute!! :D



Damn those red eye! ㅠ ㅠ






Mischievious FT did THIS to Hwan's Face on the poster!




I can't remember if Jin is dancing to 천사와 나무꾼 or 결혼해줘.





Damn those red eye again! ㅠ ㅠ












Jin is so cute in this picture!!




JaeJin's Signature!!


The tickets!







HongKi - Still
omona he's to die for when he said jolie~I miss you and faked cry!


FT Triple - Love Letter
Jin sang so so well!!!!


FT Island - Barae


FT Island - Bing Bing Bing


FT Island - Primadonna
HongKi sprayed the water!
MADNESS!


Jin's so cute when he pouts!!
the captions are fan made.
but jin is so damn cute la!



Fans Interaction


FT FAQs

FT ISLAND!!!
에프티 아일랜드! 사랑해요!!

29 Febuary 2010
FT ISLAND FAN SIGNING!!
OMONA!!!
poned POA lect so i can leave earlier.
went home for lunch first.
then prepared everything.
daddy say can bring me to acer service center.
so i got a ride!! :D :D :D


left acer service center at 4+.
reached IMM at 420.
waited for amelia to come.
she came at 440.
so started queueing.
and it rained shortly after!
tsk!
then all went into the shelter and the queue's like all messed up.
then jing came at 5+.
attempted to edit FT's pictures.
but didnt complete it.
and 6+!!!
we're allowed to go queue at the barricade!!
but ass those late comers.
CUT QUEUE!
!^#(!#&)!$&)!(@_#(
so in the end all chiong to the entrance.
which resulted in the 3 of us standing in the second row! :D :D
hehheh.


waited for a while before they started distributing the album.
awww...
saw a lot of fans who wrote their names on poststicks.
and we 不好意思 ask the girl in front of us to give us 3 so we wrote on fulscap instead. :X
we wrote out korean names!
민이 and 정이.
but ame don't know hers so she wrote Amelia.
in the end me end jing wrote Min and Jing on the paper also. :X

then they came at around 8!!!!!!!
*SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
AND MORE SCREAMS!!
THEY ARE SO SO DAMN CUTE AND HANDSOME!!
then they did the opening.
and the emcee asked them to describe singapore's fans.
then hongki said pretty, cute, adorable, and JONGHOON ENDED WITH "SEXY~"
MADNESS!
MORE SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!
then all the fans screamed 멋있다 (meotshittda) and 사랑해요(saranghaeyo) as planned before they arrive!!
then hongki smiled!!
then the emcee asked them to say I Love You in Korean.
MIN HWAN SO CUTE WHEN HE SAID THAT!

then 5 lucky fans get to take pictures with them!
then one of the girl went and hug hong ki!
he so damn shocked!
MAJOR PROTEST DOWN THE STAGE!!
!#^(!&#(&#(!#&)!#&(

then the rest of FT went to draw moustache on Hwan's face on the poster. x)

then the fan signing's starting!
the emcee said "no photography".
they all sat down in this order:
seunghyun, jaejin, jonghoon, minhwan, hongki

then i decided that i want jaejin. :X
so jing went for jonghoon.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
but when it's our turn, 2 girls in front went behind.
then become i in front!
so i wanted to walk back also.
in the end the queue in front so messed up.
so amelia went for seunghyun.
SO SORRY!
because we know she wants hongki.
and THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
많이 감사합니다!

then we went up!!
and jaejin grabbed my hand after i put down the album!!!
conversation as follow!!!!
me: annyeonghasehyo
jin: hello *smiles and grabs my hands and shakes*
jin: *smiles and signs album*
me: FT Fighting!
Jin: *smiles* come tomorrow
me: *stuns for a while and smile until 见牙不见眼* YEA YEA I GOING!!
jin: *smiles and continue signing album*
jin: *smiles and pass me my album*
me: OPPA SARANGHAE! *grabs his hands and shook another time*

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
SUPER HAPPY!!
KEPT ON SCREAMING AFTER I LEFT THE STAGE!

AND JING SO LUCKY!
she didnt take out the fulscap with her name although the person said no signing of names.
and i took out mine.
she giap hers between the album.
AND JONGHOON SAID HER NAME!
HE SAID : JUNGYI?
AND JING SAID: YEA~~

SO LUCKY LA!!

but poor amelia.
the security keep talking to her and amelia cannot talk to seunghyun properly.
but ame was contented!
hahahaha.

stayed until they left.
all rushed towards the carpark.
in the end they left the other way. :(
am still very very very happy even after they left.
was too happy to have dinner.
so went to look for those photo printing shops.
but all close le.
so decided to go to the one at the mrt station.
but closed also. :(
then i forgot why we ended up walking the other way after we bought waffle(our dinner :X)
and there's one instant print shop!!
so lucky!
spend like more than half an hour to print all the FT photos.
by the time we left the instant print shop it's already 10+.
then decided to meet at 4am the next day instead. :X
amelia will cab down and fetch us on the way.
then we were like : cya later~
reached home at 11+.
and slept at around 1am.

30 Febuary 2010
over slept and woke up at 3.15am.
thank god my mum woke me up!
THANK YOU MUMMY!

bathed and took psp.
my mum packed a big loaf of bread into my bag.
was packing my stuff when ame smsed to say she's around nyp already.
so packed faster but she called 3 minutes later to say she reached.
lucky i finished packing already so rushed out!
then went to fetch jing.
she's at the opposite of the road when we reached.
then off to st.james!!

reached there at around 4.30am.
felt so out of place with all the clubbing people. :X
and the 3 of us are in bright sunshine yellow fan tee!!
waited for a while when 2 girls came and asked if we are queueing for FT Fan Meet.
it's so obvious we are with the big big PRIMADONNA on our shirt.
still, many thanks to them because they told us to queue at the overhead bridge because we're not supposed to queue here.
so went and queued there and got a list for the queue number.
we're at around the 108th place even though it's just 4.40!
but those in front people helped like 60 people to write their names so... heh.
was allowed to go queue outside Dragonfly at around 6.
damn funny la the scene.
all of us walked to Dragonfly in an orderly manner.
like those primary school kids go on school trip.
then 2 malays on motor drove past and shouted "Left, Left, Left Right Left."
=.=
tsk.
then ame was like, later they get into car accident.
hahahahha.

then stood for quite some time because there are still some clubbing people.
a lot came and asked what are we queueing for.

then finally settled down and queued properly.
time felt like it would never past at that point of time.
ate the bread my mum packed as we were hungry.
then the sky started to brighten.
太阳上山啦~
weather started to get hot as time past.
and the 3 of us shared jing's umbrella.
LUCKY SHE BROUGHT!
if not the 3 of us will be meeting FT as roasted mushroom, monkey and bunny. :X
SO THANK YOU JING! or should i say, JUNG YI AH~
hahahahahahaha.
wind's strong though sun big also. :X
got once the wind was so strong, it made jing's umbrella 外翻.
hahahahahaha!

anyway, started to think of the layout of the card for FT and our letter to them.
MANY THANKS TO JIAQI FOR TRANSLATING IT INTO KOREAN FOR US! :D
then realised we only got one photo of jonghoon.
and since we haven print the edited photo of FT, ame and jing went off at 1035 to print the photo, buy double side tape and brunch.
and i was left alone~
with the possible-to-外翻 umbrella.
played psp while waiting for them.
but couldnt play in peace because of the wind.
i had to pause for like dunno how many times just to save the umbrella!
in the end gave up and stopped playing and just held on to the umbrella. =.=
jing and ame came back at around 12pm.
with subway as brunch.
and the photo's nice!
thanks amelia for editing it!!

ate brunch, then continued making the card.
分工合作！
amelia pasted the photos on the card, jing drew the cartoon version of FT, and i wrote the letter on the card.
then they gave us poststicks to write down our questions for FT.
wrote and pasted double sided tape behind because it's no longer sticky. :X
went to the toilet with jing at 1+.
realised the two of us were sun burnt on different legs. :X
mine was on right leg while hers was on left.
decided to change seats later when we go back under the hot sun, so our burns will be equal. :X
went back and continued making the card.
then at 2pm, everyone started standing up, leaving the 3 of us in a 手忙脚乱state. :X
lucky it's not time to go in yet.
managed to finish making the card before we entered Dragonfly.

they put coloured wristbands on our hands when we went in.
and they threw away me and ame's water bottle! ㅠ ㅠ
okay they're just plastic bottles but still.. ㅠ ㅠ
then pasted the poststicks on the board, and put our card in the FT box.
and went in!

omg so many people inside already!
then we at quite in front.
but for some reason as more people comes in we're being pushed further back!
!&#(!&#(!^$#(!#&!(# those people!!!

then fans started to spread that orange colour wristbands means we'll get to shake hongki's hands.
me and ame went crazy!
hahahaha!
but actually i struggling between jin and hongki. :X
but ame said since i shook jin's hands yesterday i should shake other members hands today.
then jing got red writsband.
fans said it's seung hyun.
but she wanted jaejin.
then ame say dun anyhow guess now because maybe the fans are wrong.

anyway, waited for them to come out on stage.
there's this board thingy which will have this word "SCREAM!!" coming out as marquee.
and as we are obedient fans, we screamed although there's nothing to scream about yet.
then the Nokia Sponsor Director guy came out and lucky draw 3 fans who will get to win nokia phones.
and sadly, we're not the lucky ones. :(

the emcee got all of us to scream for a few times.
THEN FINALLY!
THEY APPEARED ON STAGE!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOO!
and again, we started with shouting "You're so handsome!" and "I Love You" in Korean.
the translator taught us that You're so handsome is minamisehyo.
hahaha.

then the emcee asked if we want to hear them sing.
of course want la!!!
then they started with Barae!!!
SO HIGH!
Hongki even did the "dasi saranghaedo neoman barae" heart action!!!!
*SCREAMS AGAIN*
me and jing were like, WE HEARD THEM LIVE!!!!!
next was bing bing bing.
I SWEAR I WOULD'VE DIED IN THERE WHEN I HEARD JIN'S SINGING!
AND OF COURSE WHEN HONGKI DID THE HEART ACTION!!

then after that was fan interaction.
the 3 lucky fans got to go up on stage with them.
then played 比手划脚.

hongki's was cake.
jin's was phone.
hohoho!
so cute when he pretended to talk on the phone with that innocent face of his!
wooooooooo!
hwan's was harder.
his was music.
then he cover his ears with his hands and pretend that that's a earphone.
hahaha.
one girl guessed earphone but was wrong.
the other one guessed music.
and was right!
seunghyun so bubbly la!
when he acted "fishing"!
jonghoon's was button!
he and the girl stand so close la!
when he's pointing to the button!!!!!!!!

then the girl with the highest score won the phone.
and hongki passed it to her!
and the 3 of them got to take a group picture with them!
the last girl like seunghyun.
so hongki passed the phone to seunghyun .
AND ASS THE EMCEE!
HE ASKED SEUNGHYUN TO KISS HER!
THEN SEUNGHYUN HUGGED HER INSTEAD!!
then when the emcee asked if she wants to take a picture, she shook her head and stood next to seunghyun.
then the emcee asked the rest to stand one side and hyun followed.
then emcee said "nononono you go stand there"
then hyun got the blur face!!!
so cute!!!
then the girl got to take a solo picture with him!
but when the emcee ask the rest of the ft members to take with her she don't want and just left.
WHY ISNT IT MEEEEEEEE!
I WOULD'VE HUGGED THEM LIKE A KOALA BEAR AND NEVER LEAVE EVEN IF THE SECURITY DRAGS ME AWAY!!!

anyway, the event continued with the FAQs.
they each chose a question from the board filled with post sticks and answer them.
hongki chose one with the fan's request to ask him sing.
and he did!
then was jonghoon.
a fan asked if she can hug him!
and jonghoon said okay~
hahaha.
but didnt hug la.
jin's one was in korean!
*stabs myself for not learning korean properly*
his was what language would he want to learn.
and he said since singapore fans's main language is english, he wants to learn english!!
then hwan's was damn cute!
he wants to name his future daughter "mini~"
then seunghyun was requested to do the Ring Ding Dong dance.
woooooooooo!
damn high la!

next was Love Letter!
Jaejin sang so well for love letter!
*faints there*
i was so engrossed in his performance la!
next was HongKi's Still.
am still focusing on Jin.
for some reason, i was very very very attracted to jaejin ever since the fan sign.
then was a lucky draw by hongki to choose ONE fan who gets to win another nokia phone and 自拍 with them!
*stabs myself again for being so unlucky*
that girl even cried!!
SO LUCKY!
FT WERE LIKE SO CLOSE TO HER!
but because got too many people so the emcee helped to take the photo instead.
but Ft's heads are like 3mm away from hers!!!
*envious!!*

then they sang Love Sick.
after that the emcee asked if we want to hear them sing more.
and all shouted 要！！！
then he asked "要的话要喊什么？！"
then all of us shouted "ENCORE! ENCORE!!!"

then hongki smiled and said yes!
WOOOOOOOOO!
encore performance was Primadonna.
DAMN HIGH LA!
HONGKI SPRAYED WATER FROM HIS WATER BOTTLE AT US!!
AND WE DRANK HIS WATER!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

but other fans were like so engrossed in taking videos that when Hongki lowered the mic to the fans, not much fans shouted "PRIMADONNA~"
then hongki did the same thing a second time, this time the fans only reacted to "donna~"
then hongki was like sian diao la. ㅠ ㅠ
미안해 홍기오빠. ㅠ ㅠ
then like finally the third time, all shouted "PRIMADONNA~~~~~"

then their performance ended.
AND LASTLY!!!
THE HANDSHAKE SESSION!!

then the emcee said 2 rules, which is No Hugs and No Photography.
the emcee asked them to draw out a colour from a box.
Jaejin was orange.
Hongki was yellow.
Seunghyun was red.
Jonghoon was blue.
Minhwan was green.

SO HAPPY!!!
I GOT JAEJIN!!

then got a girl asked if anyone wants yellow.
and ame exchanged with that girl successfully!!
then i helped jing ask around if anyone wants RED FOR ORANGE!
AND EXCHANGED SUCCESSFULLY AFTER SOME TIME TOO!! ^^

then waited for our turn.
was planning what to do when we go up.
i planned to say annyeonghasehyo and shake his hands, then tell him FIGHTING and thank him for coming and then hug him and give him a hi-5. :X
too much demands. :X
but in the end!
i was so nervous when i went up and i shook his hands and said Jaejin Oppa Saranghae, hugged him briefly AND JUST LEFT!
WITHOUT EVEN LOOKING AT HIM!
I LOOKED AT THE FLOOR!
THE FLOOR!!!!
JAEJIN AND FLOOR I CHOSE TO LOOK AT THE FLOOR!
*STABS MYSELF TO DEATH!*
blame the emcee also!
he eh eh eh then i thought i will get dragged away so i just left. ㅠ ㅠ

jing managed to hug him and say saranghae AT THE SAME TIME!
so envious!!
it's like so got 情境can?!!
and jin replied "okay okay" when jing told him saranghae!

then ame scared hongki angry so she ask him GIVE ME 5 instead!
she said she was so nervous that she went, HONG..HONGKI OPPA! SARANGHAE!!!
hahahahahhaa!
then she say hongki stunned for a while before smiling and returned her GIVE ME 5!
WOOOOOOOOOOOO!

then got chased out of Dragonfly immediately. =.=
was screaming and fangirling outside.
wanted to wait for them to come out.
we believed they will leave from behind.
the bouncer told us we got a better chance if we wait in front.
but we didnt believe him.
waited for damn long and everyone told us they left.
but we're still reluctant to leave.
in the end, FT really left from the front. ㅠ ㅠ
hais.
so we left also.
went to The Chicken Rice Shop for dinner.
fangirled and 分the unused photos meant for the card.
left 9 photos and ame ask us draw.
hahaha.
then for my last photo i got seunghyun, and ame got jaejin.
then we exchanged the 2 photos immediately.
hahahaha.

trained back to amk after eating.
bought snow frost.
went toilet to take pictures of us wearing the Primadonna shirt.
ah~ the shirts that got in contact with Jin's clothes!
and ame's hands that Hi-5 with Hongki!
toilet a lot people so went to the staircase.
failed for a few times.
in the end went to handicap toilet to take.
hahaha.

went home after that.
all 3 of us felt damn 空虚 after the event ended.
even up till now, I want to say: 재진오빠, 보고싶어요. :(
I miss Jae Jin!!

shall post pictures and videos next time.